I need $$$

That's how broke I am right now. For the first time, my bank account is something not to be proud of. I usually keep at least RM1000 aside in the bank..just in case. The amount now is not ever anywhere closed to that amount.

I'm just waiting for my salary and my cheque. The reason for being broke this month is due to my work expenses for last month ate up half of my salary. Thank god, I can claim it back. But only getting the repayment after the 15th of each month.

Need to save up...need to pay debts..need money...

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I have nothing much to do at work today.

Overslept today. Late for work...as usual.

The reason for blogging right now is to get something off my chest. The same thing that has happened in the past reappeared itself again today. And I feel really bad, sad and miserable. Friends and people who are special to me SHOULD know that I would never think or make decisions based on only one person's side. I'm usually a listener rather than a talker when it comes to problematic situations. So when someone who I loved the most says that I pick sides, it makes me rethink on certain issues like how well we clicked together, or how well we know each other. It instills doubt in my mind...

I don't think I do...well, I stopped picking sides a long time ago. For me, I rather look at the bigger picture rather than harp on a certain thing. I usually listen to all sides, keep my mouth shut, and only open my mouth when I really have something important to say or when I really need to be involve. But usually, I don't want to be involve..I know certain matters in someone's life is their business; private. Of course, I want to know about that stuff but to be directly involved in the situation is not my right. I just want to be there; to listen, talk, console and give a helping hand/kiss/hug when it truly counts.

Blogging from work. Where else could I blog right?!? Work has been ok; not many events for the month of April. But I've learnt that my job requires me to be 24/7 ever-ready to work..no matter what. It sucks but I'm fine. I'm just happy that I get to claim for almost everything during working hours.

My sis hasn't been feeling well nowadays. I'm really worried about her. I'm also worried about mum coz she's worried about sis and me. I haven't been spending time at home lately due to work and hanging out alot. Will try to make it up to her this weekend. Other family members are ok; just Aqif dislikes my bro [due to some silliness on my bro's part]. Other than that....they are all doing fine.

What else to blog about..hmmm....

Oh yeah, went to Kanye West concert at Stadium Merdeka. It was a blast!! Thanks to Mark..who graciously paid for my tix. There were pretty good seats. We went with some of his friends. K didn't go for the concert but we spent enough time waiting around so it was all good. After the concert, K picked me and Mark up for dinner [it should have been supper] at Planet Hollywood..been ages since I've been there. Food was good. Company was great..my best friend and my boyfriend. Dropped Mark off at his house.

The next day, I took MC due to lack of sleep. The rest of the week is quite a blur.

On the personal side, I'm very very very happy. Thanks to him.

Workload has been the main reason for avoiding and neglecting this blog. Sometimes, I wish I could just blog and blog and blog about work but internet is huge and the chances of someone from work finding this blog is oh-so-easy. I can't complain though; I'm learning so much new things and experiencing life to its fullest because my work revolves around events and the people around it. So cheers to my WORK!

Mark's birthday is coming soon. Can't wait for it; K planned something *winks at Mark*

Oh yeah, K is my special someone. Finally, I've found someone. So far, its doing great. No more details about it..I rather have the memories in my mind than having it written out in the blog. All I can see and say is he makes me so happy coz I don't have to pretend to be someone else. I'm just being myself; weird and all when I'm with him.

Life's good, people!!!

Finally, I have the desire to blog. The reason for not blogging (this time around) is due to work, my Bandung trip and also, I have no desire to blog anymore. Why?

Well, my "real" life is far more interesting so blogging seems like a waste of precious time. Apart from that, Shari is just plain-ol'-lazy..."what's new right" (I can just imagine someone saying that).

Work has been good to me; will start to get busy with events and so on starting this weekend. Lots of late nights, lack of sleep and thankfully, lots of money. But it's not about getting paid to work; for me..it's more about gaining experiences and meeting new people. Contrary to what my friends or the others think, I do very much hate meeting new people. Maybe I have trust issues, or I want to stay in my shell or maybe I'm just happy with who (friends) I have. Whatever the reason is, my work pushes me to talk more and to enjoy life more. So, that is something I'm grateful for.

My trip was good except I got sick most of the time. I managed to get all the things I wanted; a new phone, 3 new bags (yes, I'm a sucker for bags), clothes and alot of new experiences. I enjoyed myself very much..no thinking of work, or whatever. Would certainly go for another trip soon; or as soon as I have the money to go on one. After my money was gone (due to excessive spending), I used the CARD...but only twice so it's ok *winks*

The bad part in my life now is last Friday morning (around 3am), I blacked out. Woke up on the floor of my loo; with bruises on my head and knee. So, I need to go for a check-up. Doc said it could be my eyes....kind of freaked out over the incident but trying to think positive.

So, that's pretty much all that I can share..the rest is too-work-related and too personal to share.

We were talking about certain people and stuff in the office. Suddenly the topic of blogs popped out. It seems that someone in the fashion department has been blogging “far-too-much” info or bimbo-ness about herself. Feeling intrigued, I visited her blog and to my judgment, it is full of the bimbo-ness factor. Weird, in real life, she is that bad and even in cyberspace, it shows. Enough said. Never write in detail about your work…especially if you work in an environment where everything is on a 3-months-ahead-pace.

Right now, I’m not really that busy. Somehow, it bores me. I think I’m used to being too busy and being too free is actually boring. Dealing with clients or the public is pretty annoying at times but it pushes me out of my comfort zone since I’m pretty closed off when it comes to approaching strangers. Looking forward for next week; going for a movie premiere. Seems that everyone is going. The movie should be entertaining from the looks of its trailer; and I can be blissfully happy since Jude Law is in the flick. Yes, I do find him cute…Em says it’s because he had a bad reputation when it comes to women. I don’t think so….well….secretly I do think so. *sigh*