Being Aware

Aware of what...aware of one's surroundings.

What’s with the sudden awareness? Well, I have an exam this coming august which I need to prepare myself. So studying some infos on Malaysia, its current issue, etc.

Currently reading on the concept of 1Malaysia. Unity and so on amongst Malaysians..its a good plan but how many of us actually go out of our way to speak to people?
I mean not from one’s own race but from another race. I know back in school, I was considered a snob by certain Malay students coz I had others as friends. Why? It won’t kill you to speak English or whatever. I’m glad I was brought up to be what I am today; I’m open-minded to a certain extent, of course.

How’s the day so far? Its good; chit-chat with colleagues, blogging, ym-ing with Zura..life’s good. No complains.

BTW, I’m happier now. I sleep better now too…good riddance once again. Please pray that he doesn’t come back into my life again. I can only take so much…my “cup” is full..without his crap.

ZEE AVI - I Am Me Once More lyrics

No, I really don't think so
That you think I'd be incapable of being on my own
No, I really don't think so
That I would for a second let you back in through my door

I have spent many a nights
Even when you are by my side
I shed tears I couldn't dry
I shed tears I couldn't dry

But I should thank you for
Taking my blindfold off now
I ain't jaded no more, no more
And I take pride in being the one that said goodbye
That could only mean I am me, once more

You would turn your head the other way
So you won't have to listen to what I have to say
You assume that I needed you
But you didn't realize that I needed no one but myself
I needed no one but myself

But I should thank you for
Taking my blindfold off now
I ain't jaded no more, no more
And I take pride in being the one that said goodbye
That could only mean I am me, once more

That could only mean I am me, once more
That could only mean I am me, once more

SHA: Yes, I am me once more.

Starting again

Hello blog, it's been awhile since my last entry.

Why the absence? Needed time to experience life (real life) and I had to really find "me" again. I think I have. I know that I am much stronger now; thank you for being a jerk again and thank you for giving me the chance to get rid of you completely.

Finally, I am with a position at a new place.

(Updated) My list of My Top Ten

1. Travel more. Next trip is to Australia (to see cousin, maybe)
   
2. Work smart,
3. Get an ipod or iphone
   
4. Buy that Chanel bag I want for ages – see pic below

5. Go shopping for skirts, dresses, shoes
   
6. a regular mobile phone
   
7. To maintain weight
   
8. Take family out more
   
9. Cabinets for room
10. get enough rest

Why 6 and3 is almost the same? Well, I can't decide whether to buy an iphone or a regular one? I need a good one for work; to test the games and etc....hmmm

Some pics and words....

Finally I have some time to blog. I'm all alone in the office right now; so why not take the time to blog.

My Phuket trip. It was awesome as I got to hang out with the colleagues. I'll let the photos speak for itself:

The girls of Gxxxxx APAC

Having dinner

I just love this building

On the cruise!

Me cooking...LOL

Phuket on My Mind.....

Finally 5 more days before I hit the beach. Can't wait.

I need to

1. get thai baht
2. get packing
3. buy sun block lotion/batteries/womenly kit
   
4. email technical team about important project

I think that's about it. Happy happy happy.

Oh yes, I met up with another person the other day. Weird how your past keeps popping up. I haven't seen him for like 7 years maybe.....

My Spidey Sense is Telling.......

It's been awhile since I blogged here.

I've been busy with work. More projects, more deadlines and more stress.

Good thing is I got my bonus this month, and I'm going to Phuket for a company retreat. Looking forward to meet the others. And I also need time away from everything.

Speaking of that, I've been having strange feelings like before again. I think I am right again but I'm not sure of it now. Should I go on with it? Can someone tell me what to do......

Quite confusing situation. Thank god for friends....

Anyone wants this?