Its true what they say; the closer the date gets..the more f@ck-up things get. Its probably just God’s way to test how strong both of parties are. I seriously hate how things are turning out.

What supposed to be a stress-free day turned out to be one of those “I rather sulk at home” day. I knew something was wrong. I can hear it from your voice and the way you act whenever I asked. No matter how much you hide, somehow someone will know…in this case, it was me. How stupid can I be right? Or were you angry because I found out. It’s not over until that person/her friends/her whatever is out from your life.

*sigh*

I have no respect for that person.

I’m feeling so sick today. I was actually trembling *I even switched off the air-conditioning in the car* on my way to work today. I managed to arrive safely to work. It’s probably because I’m tired due to working over the weekend. I need some rest badly!

K came over for dinner yesterday. He stayed longer than usual. Surfed the net at my house because his current job doesn’t allow him to browse websites. It was nice to have him around at the house; and it’s been awhile I felt close to him. Especially lately due to some insecurities. The funny thing was I found out he started smoking again yesterday because I smelt ciggies on his hands. No point in denying ok! He can no longer proudly say that he has quit smoking. Yesterday was definitely “I’m-feeling-good-day”

Today is one of the days when I feel kind of down. Probably coz I’m sick and worried about some stuff. Well, it’s probably just another day……………

I have lots of photos to upload but the computer at work doesn’t allow any outside connection by unknown devices. Can’t even install any software *sigh*

Another day at the office. Nothing much really except I need to be in KLCC around 2pm. Need to set up the booth for tomorrow’s education fair. Yes, it’s that time of the year when colleges, schools and universities are rushing to get students into their respective establishment.

Yesterday’s updates – nothing except we fought, met with K, went for lunch and oh yeah, wasted almost more than an hour listening to this guy talked about his business. Interesting huh? I was pretty much sulking for the whole entire day. Went home to an empty house; watched TV, played the game and ate caramel pudding.

Dinner with friends at Hartamas. Most of them were there with their significant other. So, I managed to secure a seat (or rather a friend who was alone due to his girl going MIA) at the singles table. Slept around 2am. Hence, me now very sleepy.

I’m having such a bad day at work today and it’s not because of work! I’m having stomach cramps; my period is only next week *I think*

My back is also killing me; feel like crying due to the pain.

[Today’s actual entry]
The above was supposed to be yesterday’s entry. Yesterday, after work..met up with K. In separate cars, both of us drove to my home. Had him over for dinner. It’s been awhile since he’s been at my place. I kind of took serious offence when I found out about him spending more time with that _________’s family rather than mine. It should be *by now* a closed issue but sometimes, it’ll just pop in my mind. Certain issues will just stick in my head and never go away.

Enough of that nonsense. Work today is hectic. Currently on a break. No calls, no emails and no one to bug me. The only thing I need right now is caffeine. I have a sudden craving for it. Damn you, PMS! Craving also for Dominos...yumyum

Oh yeah, tomorrow is a holiday. Yippee….alas, dad has commissioned me to help him rearrange the furniture around the house. Apparently the rearranging of furniture is due to my awaiting engagement day. EKKKKKKKKKKK…can’t wait!

*does her silly dance*

Hehe, hyper me. To a certain tiger (u-know-who), luv you!

Taken from Vee’s blog.

1) Single, Taken, or Crushing?
- Single yet unavailable. Not even looking at anyone else.

2) Are you happy with that?
- I better be!

3) Would you still kiss your ex?
- NO…K will probably kill me and the ex

4) Have you ever had your heart broken?
- yes, twice. Once last year

5) Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is ok?
- no, I’ve been cheated on and been the one doing the cheating. No good comes from it.

7) Have you ever talked about marriage with another person?
- yup; hopefully by sept 2008 as we’ve (our parents) planned

8) Do you want kids?
- yes i do. According to the other half, by end of this year. NO WAY!

9)How Many?
- Always wanted 4, doesn’t matter boy or girl.

10) Would you consider adoption?
- yes, if we can’t have our own

11) If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?
- Yes, but keep in mind..my K would probably hate that person.

12) Do you want someone you can't have?
- No. I have my someone already.

13) Have you fallen in love?
- Yes, this time its for real.

14) Do you believe in celebrating anniversaries...?
- Yes. But everyday should be celebrated

15) Do you believe that you can change for someone?
- I think I have changed in some ways

16) Is it a good day?
- Not really

17) Have you ever broken a heart before?
- I don’t know. Maybe

18) Does your ex still have feelings for you?
- You don’t even want to know.

20) Do you believe in long distance relationship?
- Is Rawang and Pulau Indah considered long distance????

21) Do you think some of your friends will repost this?
- Unlike me, my friends are busy.

Happy 2008!

I’ve been stressing about all of things lately. No one seems to bother about my impending engagement day. Only my darling brother keeps asking *over and over AGAIN*

Brother : Bila nak kau nak tunang uh? (Translation : When you getting engaged?)

Me : 16 March nanti (no need translation – self-explanatory)

Brother : Kahwin bila? (The wedding day?)

Me : Bila K ada cukup duit! (When K saved up enough money)

And what do you know, my brother ask me the same questions AGAIN this morning and last night!

STRESS! With money woes, planning the day and so much more.

On a lighter note, I’m addicted to playing Pokemon on nephew’s gameboy. Yes K, I know how old I am. Being the cheeky aunt that I am, I named the characters with my nephews/niece’s name.

Today is a busy day at the office for me. 2008’s school term is opened. So tired right now.

Few days left till 2008! A lot of things happened this year.

1) Moved to a new job; new industry; better environment. No more STRESS! More $$
2) A new addition to the family, my niece Aira
3) Lots of good and bad memories
4) Meeting K
5) Getting pre-engaged

2007 was and still is good. Looking forward to another year! Hopefully it will be as good as 2007..if not better.