The Fabulous Catz - Rimas
Lari, lari, lari
Aku lari tingalkan semua ini
Untuk mencari, cari, cari...........Ketenangan diri

Pergi, pergi, pergi
Engkau pergi dari hidupku ini
Ku tak mahu, mahu
Engkau hadir dalam diri ini

Keluhan hatiku tak siapa yang tahu
Ku simpan semua sebak di dada
Biar ku yang terluka
Pernahkah kau mengerti caraku memujukmu
Pernahkah kau hargai caraku mencintaimu

Lafaskan kata dari bibir
Adakahnya dari hati
Mungkin kau tak fahami maksudnya yang tersembunyi
Titisan air mata dari pipi ke bumi
Pernahkah kau peduli betapa sedih diriku ini

(Korus)
Mengapa
Aku yang terluka
Aku yang merana
Aku yang menahan sisa baki cinta ini
Engkau yang meminta
Aku yang sengsara
Rimas, rimas aku rimas

Tidak pesona kecundang
Istana jiwa ku goyang
Roboh dan tumbang
Sawan ku lantang
Tidak berpantang
Letupnya siang-siang
Bukannya alang-kepalang
datangnya perang
Dan bawa ku ke jurang
Pulanglah sayang janji ku tatang
Ku hapuskan dalang
Dalangnya sayang
Sayangnya hilang
Hilanglah garang
Garang ku Terbang melayang
Terbongkang ku terbangkau terhoyong-hayang
Tak pandang belakang
Terkangkang kira ku tak diundang ku rapuh
Semua tak bertiang janji ku kini kan berulang

Lari lari aku Lari tinggalkan
Tinggalkan semua ini
Untuk mencari
Untuk mencari ketenangan
Aku pergi tinggalkan
Tinggalkan kau sendiri
Ku pergi, kini ku pergi
Tinggalkanmu

*Somehow this song speaks volumes of how I feel right now.

I need a day without thinking of whether my client has given me the materials for the next issue, a day without rushing to some place, a day without thinking anything remotely hard....

I need..........

I know what I need.

Feeling emo right now. I'm not blaming it on my period; I blame the situation that I am in. Need to think clearly.

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All is fine now!
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Currently in the office; trying my best to act busy. Its not coz I have no work, its coz I have too much that I'm avoiding to do work unless its a matter of life or death. In my case, more to the matter of screwing up the pages for the next issue of the mag.

Life's been good. I finally have a niece to spoil. Yup, Elly gave birth last week to a beautiful baby girl. Niece's name is Aira...cute huh? Will upload her photo when I have time....

I must be pmsing right now since my back is aching *its gotten so bad that I can't sit straight* and my usual monthly water works are here. Yes, its been awhile since I had my water works but the point of having a sayang *among others, of course* is to have a shoulder to cry on. So applause to him for keeping up with my mood swings and recently my irrational bouts of being-totally-jealous. Of course, I have my own personal reasons for being jealous. I know that he's faithful and all but I have the right to be crazy-jealous *sometimes* especially when another girl is trying to be all cute and mushy with my guy. In the words of my sayang, "Jangan bermain-main dengan api"....translation: Dont play around with fire!

I'll try to summarize my week through the photos taken on my SE phone. Scroll over the pics for extra comments from yourself truly (me lah)

Started from last week.

Friday
Stuck in massive traffic jam due to rain and school holidays. Everyone had to just balik kampung on that day, it seems.

The jam was really really bad. And I was so hungry!

Saturday

Had a very busy day. Niece's birthday party, work, and of course hanging out with my K.

Sunday

Woke up. Hang out with K as usual. Went to [see pics below].

Went to Cyberjaya before that. Forgot to take pics there.

Tuesday
Work work work...end of the day, FUN!

Tamarind Springs - - Dinner with K

Ordered crabs, the curry, chicken and of course, rice.

As usual, we did something silly. Lost our umbrella when heavy winds hit during the storm. Don't even asked where the umbrella landed on. Probably landed on someone or something. Silly "S n K"

After dinner, we walked in the rain. Thank god, the place providing the umbrella.

His birthday gift. Hope u like it, sayang!

Wednesday
Went to work...sick but happy!

Hmm, I'm tired. Just plain tired. No idea why; my body is in need of rest. I feel like rebooting myself. It's not because of work or anything. I just feel this way. Lack of sleep..I want just want to be in bed and sleep.

Lots of things happened since the last blog entry. The Sunway Lagoon day, went to the zoo twice without actually going in (we only made it to the gates...twice happened), having our first major argument, his brother's accident.....Aqif being his cheeky self. He managed to catch me off guard yesterday..he asked me something that was rather private. And he asked me in front of my family. It made me blushed as it is about K and me..the future plans. Hmm, cheeky little nephew!

Opps, gotta go. Lots of work to do. Plus boss is here.

I miss you!

Even though, I spent my weekend with you...I still miss you!

Ok, back to my normal blogging. Life's been good; more highs than lows...


I spent most of my time with K during the weekend. Saturday, went to this car show at Bukit Jalil. Yes, I'm determined to learn and experience new things with him. I can imagine someone laughing hard right now.

I want my car to be like the above...just kidding. I managed to get a tan from spending far-too-long-a-time at the car show.

Noticed the tired look?!? Went home tired after a long day. But it was a good way to spend my Saturday. I was determined not to see him on Sunday. Somehow we decided to hang out anyway. Went shopping....the usual couple-ish stuff. Moral of this entry is never say "i don't want to see you" coz I'm bound to see you anyway...no matter what. *Winks*

I need $$$

That's how broke I am right now. For the first time, my bank account is something not to be proud of. I usually keep at least RM1000 aside in the bank..just in case. The amount now is not ever anywhere closed to that amount.

I'm just waiting for my salary and my cheque. The reason for being broke this month is due to my work expenses for last month ate up half of my salary. Thank god, I can claim it back. But only getting the repayment after the 15th of each month.

Need to save up...need to pay debts..need money...