SO, the medical check-up went ok. The only thing is the nurse told me that I need to lose some pounds. My ideal weight is 50kg, but I'm weighed 52kg right now. Hmmm, I don't see whats the big deal..2kg over wont kill me!

Why do people go for relationships that they know is doomed from the start. My theory is that they're trying to make amends that they can't make in their previous relationships. Yeah sure you'll be happy for like a month or so..or probably a year but when it comes to the critical points in life, can the relationship really within stand pressure? I don't think so..not in some relationships I know. When you set yourself for disappointment, you will be let down by that person. But it takes two to tango; so instead of freaking out towards that person, think who put oneself in danger of getting hurt. I'm not saying don't take chances in life/love but think before you leap. Anyway, hopefully my dear friend feels better.

There is so much to do this month; get my baju raya, attend events and so on.

Some people laughed at me this morning! Why.....I'm wearing a baju kurung to work. First time for anything, rite. One of the editorial teams is organizing a doa selamat later at 9am; so Shari must act and look proper for the occassion.

Need to go to the panel doc for a medical check-up. Nothing much to blog about except for work. Afew big events coming up; even planning for next year's big ones. What pisses me off is that I have to work on the eve of Raya! Only 2 hours but still!

Oh the friendship front, I had lunch with Beng that day. Dinner with Daniel yesterday and probably dinner again tomorrow.

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I took 2 days off from work on Thursday and Friday…just to relax and get some work done at home. Yup…I think I’m turning into a workaholic. Lots of stuff to do before November issue deadline; this month. Since at work, I have to plan everything 2 months ahead..I find myself planning my life 2 months ahead. My monthly budget, my holidays and hmmm, so for that’s all I’ve planned.

Fasting month is coming soon. I’ve yet to replace the days I’ve broke fast last year…mental note to self: make replace soon!

In my mind right now..its just work, work work. I need to get promo pages done, and then get client’s approval to run it in the mag and so on. Sigh, I’ve yet to buy my baju raya..planning to get a baju kebaya. I even have a budget for that…

Never thought I’ll be so careful with money.

This month I've learnt the art of having tons of patience while making sure clients are kept happy. Even though, deep inside I just felt like putting a gun on my head due to the severe pressure (annoyances) from one particular client. Thank god; she's leaving that company end of this month.

I'm practically broke even though; I just got my pay. Why? Well, had to give half of the salary to dad so that he could send my car for servicing. Timing belt is due to be changed and so on. Not really into knowing which parts does what in a car. Boss's wedding will be end of Sept; fasting month. Yes, I will be fasting. So, I can survive a month without spending too much on food *winks*

Last but not least, selamat hari Merdeka! (happy that it's a holiday!!!)

Another hectic week. Thank god, I'm not working this weekend! Looking forward to meet up with Evonne this Saturday.

Why a hectic week? Well, one of the co-workers broke her back while climbing up a tree to pick fruits. Don't ask me why she did that; I'm clueless myself as why a 27 year-old lady would climb up a tree on her own. So, her workload has been delegated to the whole marketing department (that's my department). I get to do the promo pages for a certain Malay magazine while still doing my own work. So, I foresee that I'll be working late nights soon enough. Signs of stress are already here; I woke up late for work today while nursing a bad case of backache.

Later, need to head over to Sunway area to pick up goodie bags from the client. Which reminds me that I need to stop by at Pyramid to get shopping vouchers that is needed for the event. At leats I get to get out of the office for awhile. Luckily my own work is done.

Oh yeah, finally got my sunglasses.

Friday is finally here. Confirmed I'm not working this weekend. Making Shari a very happy girl. Planning to chill out at home on Saturday and hang out at Plaza Damas area on Sunday with Yanti and Aizura. Cousin's shop is there (the flea market) so planning to buy some stuff from her shop..or maybe, I should save up for the phone. We'll see how things goes *winks*

The card came this week; doing my best not to use it. Dad got it for me; for god-knows-why. He just said "Make sure you pay before the bank charges interest" I was like OK! I was planning NOT to own any cards but dad said its best to have one in an event of emergency. Hopefully, my will power is strong enough.

BB's house got broken into on Monday. They took his wallet, phone and so on. He didn't mesmerize my number so he just e-mailed me to tell me about the break-in. He said sorry for not calling and whatever. I didn't even notice that he DIDN'T call. Signs of me not being INTO him. Maybe I should tell him......

I'm at the office, yes it's a Saturday and I'm working. The girls of the 17 Star Search are doing their training at the office so I have to come to work. Not that I have better things to do but I was kind of hoping to take a break this weekend. To comfort myself, I keep telling myself "you're getting paid, don't worry!!!"

For the past 2 weeks, I have not gone shopping except for some medicines and my beloved face cream. This means I might (ok, I will) buy a new cellphone before the year ends. The only thing that stands in the way would be if the monthly expenses isn't well-budgeted or I go on one of my crazy shopping spree. Dad reminded me that I need to set aside some money for the car's insurance and the oh-so-cheap security system; need to pay for both at the end of the year. Next month, I'll be paying for my car's maintenance service; for the first time. That would probably cost me somewhere between RM300 to RM500.

One mmore thing that I'm determined to achieve before the year ends is cut out the "friends" that keeps upsetting me or the ones that don't deserve my attention for reasons like they only find me when help is needed and so on. Friends like that are easily replaced and luckily, I only have 1 "friend" who is like that.

On a brighter note, BB is insane........over me. But, I'm stepping back for awhile coz I need time for myself.