I finally got a job interview; not very confident about it but I'll just try my luck. It would be cool to work overseas. Wish me luck, people!

2005 has been amazing. I'm finally thinking like an adult; no more sudden drama. I've made a number of new friends; who actually keeps in touch with me. I didn't get into any bad relationships or invoke any weirdness from anyone. I've learnt to let some issues go and I now know better that better things will be coming my way; sooner or later. I'm finally graduating; no more classes or heavy textbooks. I'm having a better relationship with the folks; no more misunderstanding from both sides. I rekindled old friendships; which I'm very grateful for. Overall, 2005 was a very very good year for me. Hopefully, the years ahead would be better.

Goals for 2006

1. Get myself employed
2. Help more around the house
3. Maintain the friendships
4. Never feel lonely; even when I'm alone
   

As I was enjoying my breakfast with the folks, Em and Lee..a statement from daddy dearest nearly choked me.

Dad: Girl, when are you going to apply for jobs!!??!!
Me: I am....[actually not really].

Sigh, feeling the pressures of adulthood!

Merry X'Mas everyone :)

My wishlist

1. DKNY: Be Delicious Perfume
2. A pair of jeans
3. A belt
4. A job
5. That special someone
   

Finally free to do whatever I want. I'm currently so bloody happy right now; nothing can upset me. Em is due back in KL any moment now; she'll taking a cab to Lee's house. Lee is due back tomorrow; no idea why they just can't take the same flight together. Must be another disagreement between them; well...they always fight and quarrel but only for a short while.

Might be heading to Penang again this weekend. The real estate agent wants the folks to sign some documents and stuff. I wouldn't mind going but kind of looking forward to meet up with friends. Sis announced that she and hubby will be going for a trip next year [company-sponsored] to China; not sure which part though.

The roof is finally done! I can finally sleep peacefully in the mornings.

I can't wait to graduate so that I don't have to read books just to get a degree! Surprisingly, I find Marketing quite boring; I rather read about Japan's economy, and so on.

I barely can hear myself think [actually, I barely hear the sounds from the TV] coz the contractors are here to get a roof over the car porch. No idea how bloody expensive it is to do so. But I guess it's worth the money since if it rains, the porch won't get wet and Aqif can play without getting a sunburn. The construction will go on till Friday. By that time, I'll probably be in Penang. Accompanying the folks and Aqif to mum's hometown to settle some land issues and to pick up granny who plans to stay in KL for awhile. I'm just happy that the other contractors [the ones who will be renovating the living room and the kitchen] will only be here after exams are over. Yeah, my dad is going through a phase when he just wants to change everything about the house; even though the house is just two-years-old and we had it renovated before we moved in.

I kind of miss attending classes; since that's the only time I get to see the girls...yeah, the noise from the construction is making me go insane!

Things is getting so much better! Dad finally bought my birthday gift! Like 4 months after my birthday. I totally love what he got me; not one gift but two...hehehe. Shari so giddy now.

Haven't started studying yet since been out for the whole day now. At Nicki's place now; showing off my new bling bling while offering my help on her assignment about Internet security. Sigh, it's a toughie but at least, I'm able to surf the net. Bloody tired; this weekend will be a blast since cousins are coming over for lunch. Still haven't met up with other friends but I guess they're busy too.

Last day of classes today; I can't believe it. No more waking up early for lectures [I can't wait to wake up early to get to work *pouts*]. Had IM class today; he gave some tips for exams and the case study notes. IM; stands for International Marketing. The case study is about Harry Potter and its marketing activities; branding and so forth. Should be interesting since the rage nowadays is to watch the latest HP movie.

After class, we [me, Evonne and Fiona] headed to photocopying shop to get the extra notes. As usual, the place was packed with students so we decided to just order the notes and collect it later after lunch. I promised mum that I'll be back for lunch but I couldn't resist eating with the girls. We headed back to main block; ate at the usual mamak spot. Talked abit; waiting for time to pass so that we could get the notes. Around 1.30, I drove the girls back to Wisma Help to get the notes. Tough luck, the lady went out for lunch so I had to parked my car at W.Help to wait for the lady to be back. We headed to DSA; just to hang out and wait. Saw Beng there; playing snooker. Evonne said he looked so happy; I said good that he's playing with the guys :)

Around 2.30, the lady finally was there. Left the girls at Bangsar LRT Station. Went home. Told mum that I'll eat in the evening; even though I know I barely can eat anything else! Was pretty moody; coz of PMS. Then, someone called me. He was pretty nervous [as usual] but cute in a way. Yes, I'm being mushy right now. He called to check on me and all; then he forgot to tell me the real reason he called in the first place! We hang up after 3 minutes on the phone; I was still curious why he called. At that time, I didn't know what he did to surprise me.

Had dinner with the folks. Surfing online to check out stuff on Harry Potter. Then, while checking my mail, I noticed that he sent me an e-mail. It goes:

"....sorry for not calling you for some time now...the last exam was a killer.so i was to avoid *distractions* if i wanna make the grades. I hope you'll forgive me............"

He wrote more but hmmm, some things are better left unknown! Weird, I was angry at him coz no news from him; for almost a month now. But he has his reasons for not calling. Well, we just have to wait and see how things goes *fingers crossed*

Finally no more assignments to do. Exams are coming soon..in two weeks time.

Tomorrow is Fiona's birthday. Planning to take her out for lunch; since I'm really bad at picking out gifts for people. Speaking of gifts, I'm also planning to get gifts for friends whom had helped me out with my final year project. Friends, you know who you are. I'm not that rich to buy expensive stuffs but it's the meaning behind the gifts that counts :)

I've noticed that some of my girlfriends are depressed lately. No idea how to cheer them up. I guess this Friday's outing should cheer them up. No boys allowed; which is good since it's been awhile since we all hang out with one another. I still need to meet up with Kavin and Mark. Both of whom I haven't seen in ages!! Miss both of you guys!

Tim is planning to come back to KL for New Year's while Em is coming back in a few days. Can't wait for both of them to be back; smiles. Aqif is right now annoying me with his cheeky face. I better go before he destroys my books.