Well...Life has been a roller-coaster as of lately.
WHY? Well, the idiot is back ruining my life. Now he has help with his scandal/gf/flavour-of-the-month.
Oh well, who cares!
*middle fingers up for u and u!*
Thursday, November 24, 2011
Thursday, September 15, 2011
“Warmest Greetings from XXXXXX!”
Yes, that’s how I usually start my work emails and phone greetings nowadays. There’s lots of things to learn at work. Plus with my senior colleague leaving, I would have to share the work responsibilities with my Boss. Sounds horrific but I’m up for the challenge. Guess I’ll be doing a-bit of sales after all. Oh well, life goes on :P
My daily routine for now is home, work, lunch, work, home, sleep...over and over again. I’ll probably need to go out more. The reason for being a lazy bum/couch potato at home this month is mainly to family duties at home (Raya, open houses – mine’s and others) and also the budget restraint I’m having due to my August salary not given in time. So my August salary would go into my account this month – end of September instead.
So this month, I’m getting double my salary *grins*
But still thankful coz I managed to give Mak Ayah money, paid my car and bills, duit raya for the brats....enough for my daily work expenses.
Always be thankful. I’ve learned from hardship before. Thank god, life is getting better.
Colleagues are nice here..most of them are older but they’re fun/friendly. I’ve been getting used to being called “Kakak” by the younger colleagues. Finally reached that stage in life where I’m hardly being called “Adik”. Hopefully I don’t look too old..*cringes* - wait...*smiles instead*...Me no want wrinkles on me face!
Enough of work.
Back to work now. Tata peeps....
Yes, that’s how I usually start my work emails and phone greetings nowadays. There’s lots of things to learn at work. Plus with my senior colleague leaving, I would have to share the work responsibilities with my Boss. Sounds horrific but I’m up for the challenge. Guess I’ll be doing a-bit of sales after all. Oh well, life goes on :P
My daily routine for now is home, work, lunch, work, home, sleep...over and over again. I’ll probably need to go out more. The reason for being a lazy bum/couch potato at home this month is mainly to family duties at home (Raya, open houses – mine’s and others) and also the budget restraint I’m having due to my August salary not given in time. So my August salary would go into my account this month – end of September instead.
So this month, I’m getting double my salary *grins*
But still thankful coz I managed to give Mak Ayah money, paid my car and bills, duit raya for the brats....enough for my daily work expenses.
Always be thankful. I’ve learned from hardship before. Thank god, life is getting better.
Colleagues are nice here..most of them are older but they’re fun/friendly. I’ve been getting used to being called “Kakak” by the younger colleagues. Finally reached that stage in life where I’m hardly being called “Adik”. Hopefully I don’t look too old..*cringes* - wait...*smiles instead*...Me no want wrinkles on me face!
Enough of work.
Back to work now. Tata peeps....
Monday, September 5, 2011
Ramadhan was the month of forgiveness and forgetting :)
It also brought me closer to someone and God. Syukur for that.
One major setback was my salary wasn't able to be processed for the month of August. So I celebrated Raya without any $$$.
Boss did give me some pocket money; but it's only enough to pay some bills, my car loan, duit raya for my parents/nephews/nieces. Now I'm surviving with only RM400..which should or MUST last me until end of Sept.
So Sept, I'll be gaining double pay. Oh joy then...sadness now..
Nothing to be sad really; I'm managing well without extra $$$. Praise to God :D
As of work, today is my first day after 1 week of Raya Holidays. Lots of emails to reply, bookings to process and etc...
Overall, life is being very kind to me. Alhamdulliah...
It also brought me closer to someone and God. Syukur for that.
One major setback was my salary wasn't able to be processed for the month of August. So I celebrated Raya without any $$$.
Boss did give me some pocket money; but it's only enough to pay some bills, my car loan, duit raya for my parents/nephews/nieces. Now I'm surviving with only RM400..which should or MUST last me until end of Sept.
So Sept, I'll be gaining double pay. Oh joy then...sadness now..
Nothing to be sad really; I'm managing well without extra $$$. Praise to God :D
As of work, today is my first day after 1 week of Raya Holidays. Lots of emails to reply, bookings to process and etc...
Overall, life is being very kind to me. Alhamdulliah...
Tuesday, August 9, 2011
27...
Why 27?
Well, I'm that old now....
Unbelievable right? Yeah, believe it. I can still remember the Sha (or Shari back then) screaming, hopping, gossiping; doing all the useless (yet FUN) teenage habits.
In July (yes, I know I'm late in blogging), I'm one year older...I'm newly employed with a new employer...I've faced my past (though defeated but I've learnt that it was for the best). As usual with any of my new entries, I'm again single.
This time, I'm no longer sobbing my eyes out..cursing the guy's name or even, cutting my hair. This alone shows how mature I've became. So what if I'm single!! I have my work, my family and friends. Beat that, EX!
I'm blessed...that's good enough for me :)
Well, I'm that old now....
Unbelievable right? Yeah, believe it. I can still remember the Sha (or Shari back then) screaming, hopping, gossiping; doing all the useless (yet FUN) teenage habits.
In July (yes, I know I'm late in blogging), I'm one year older...I'm newly employed with a new employer...I've faced my past (though defeated but I've learnt that it was for the best). As usual with any of my new entries, I'm again single.
This time, I'm no longer sobbing my eyes out..cursing the guy's name or even, cutting my hair. This alone shows how mature I've became. So what if I'm single!! I have my work, my family and friends. Beat that, EX!
I'm blessed...that's good enough for me :)
Wednesday, May 4, 2011
Emo..
Probably PMSing...but I miss you :(
Dear heart, please listen to brain. It's hormones talking here...if not, I'm screwed. The last time I felt this way after a break up was with Yoges. Trying to keep myself busy with work and friends/family. Should just delete his number from my phone. To avoid any stupid sms being sent :P
Dear heart, please listen to brain. It's hormones talking here...if not, I'm screwed. The last time I felt this way after a break up was with Yoges. Trying to keep myself busy with work and friends/family. Should just delete his number from my phone. To avoid any stupid sms being sent :P
Sunday, March 13, 2011
Decision made and happy with it
Its March already! OMG, time flies...
I've made a big decision last month by saying NO to my job contract renewal at the Magazine Place. I'm now with an ecommerce business. Its been good so far, only a week there but things has been good. Colleagues are around my age so lots to talk about. Boss is also nice, really young but super cool.
What does my new job revolve around? Designer items, hotels, spa and all things luxurious. Still in the sales line but I love the environment of the company. My business card is so cool...will upload a pic of it later. Super excited about work nowadays which is a very good sign. I know that I've been job-hopping a lot but my "rezeki" is always good so I'm thankful for that.
Other than that, my financial situation is getting better. I have now 2 "burden" more to go...yippee..
THANKFUL for everything!
I've made a big decision last month by saying NO to my job contract renewal at the Magazine Place. I'm now with an ecommerce business. Its been good so far, only a week there but things has been good. Colleagues are around my age so lots to talk about. Boss is also nice, really young but super cool.
What does my new job revolve around? Designer items, hotels, spa and all things luxurious. Still in the sales line but I love the environment of the company. My business card is so cool...will upload a pic of it later. Super excited about work nowadays which is a very good sign. I know that I've been job-hopping a lot but my "rezeki" is always good so I'm thankful for that.
Other than that, my financial situation is getting better. I have now 2 "burden" more to go...yippee..
THANKFUL for everything!
Friday, January 21, 2011
1 Month
It’s exactly one month since we’ve been together. And nothing changed.
It just got better. I’m happier in this relationship; comparing it to the others. Thumbs up from my family so far; since they know I’m no longer crying, eyes swollen, losing weight and other depressing condition.
Hanging out more with the girls especially Cik Zura. My Penang trip with her would be awesome; Hard Rock Penang here we come!
On the family front, it’s been as normal as it can be. On the work front, the contract is hopefully being renewed (fingers crossed).
By end of January, one of my “burdens” will be gone. Thank god; really glad that it’s getting lesser now. The pest has been ym-ing/texting me lately but no longer do I feel the sense of anger. Even I don’t feel that annoyed by him anymore. It is best to let karma deal with these type of people.
Overall, life has been very kind to me lately. Syukur for everything. That’s about it for now.
Happy 1st month Anniversary Benny. I love u ;)
It just got better. I’m happier in this relationship; comparing it to the others. Thumbs up from my family so far; since they know I’m no longer crying, eyes swollen, losing weight and other depressing condition.
Hanging out more with the girls especially Cik Zura. My Penang trip with her would be awesome; Hard Rock Penang here we come!
On the family front, it’s been as normal as it can be. On the work front, the contract is hopefully being renewed (fingers crossed).
By end of January, one of my “burdens” will be gone. Thank god; really glad that it’s getting lesser now. The pest has been ym-ing/texting me lately but no longer do I feel the sense of anger. Even I don’t feel that annoyed by him anymore. It is best to let karma deal with these type of people.
Overall, life has been very kind to me lately. Syukur for everything. That’s about it for now.
Happy 1st month Anniversary Benny. I love u ;)
Wednesday, January 5, 2011
Good Ending for 2010. Awesome start to 2011
My first post for 2011.
As usual, this blog owner likes to neglect her blog. Until there is something worth blogging about. Now there is something
About a friend who turned into my boyfriend.
I never realised how and when it happened actually. The most important thing is that it did happen. Ben happened
I can only pinpoint that we were and are always close. I mean, I call him up whenever I have issues. He tells me things too. He’s the only guy besides my exes/brothers/father who has ever heard me cry; even if it’s only over the phone. It happened like 2 or 3 months back when he broke up with his then-girlfriend. She had lots of admirers and somehow one of her admirers added me on Facebook. I didn’t know about that when I approved his friend request. This guy started commenting on my wall and sending me DMs. I was surprised when he told me about Ben’s cheating ways but I told him that Ben is a good friend of mine and I refuse to listen to only one side of the story.
When the guy was being funnier than usual, I decided to delete him from my friends’ list. This happened over one weekend.
Next thing I know, a friend of me and Ben’s called. She said that guy posted my details (phone number, where I worked – the building only and my full name). I was shocked. He used my details taken from my Facebook account. I was angry and upset. I immediately called Ben and told him everything. He told me the real story about what happened between him and the ex. I thought it ended there because no one, I mean no insane guys called me after my details were posted online.
That Sunday, I took a nap. Then suddenly, an unknown number kept calling me non-stop. I texted that person asking who but no reply. Then finally I answered. It was the ex’s aunty who called to scold me for no reason. Apparently I somehow managed to ruin the girl’s life. I have no idea what stories were made up about me and the aunty was badly misinformed about the WHOLE situation. She demanded me to tell the truth and all. But I couldn’t because I knew nothing about nothing. Finally I just hang up the phone but the aunty kept on messaging me with threats of my sins in the afterlife. Really, I know how to behave properly ok….I have good parents who taught me well about my religion, good values and good morals.
I called Ben again. Yes, I call him for every major issue. I just realized this fact about 2 days ago.
I was sobbing till I couldn’t breathe. It was that bad. I hate people who point fingers at me. I didn’t even do anything wrong. He calmed me down and he kept saying sorry for putting me into that situation unwillingly. I didn’t blame him for it anyway because he wasn’t the one who said things about me. Then, we texted each other. This is how it REALLY started.
We met each other more during lunch hours. Our offices are within walking distance from each other. So we would have lunch sometimes and other times, I ate with the girls or just by myself. We began to text almost every minute. He asked me out twice over FB. I thought it was just for fun; and I think is was. But we didn’t manage to go out.
The next lunch, he paid. That’s the moment I began to notice something different about him. Yeah, I found him nice when we were still friends. Yeah, I was abit jealous when he had the ex. Yeah; I was pissed when the ex treated him badly. But I thought the feelings were of the friendly nature. I was so wrong…..
That weekend, he was away. Back to his hometown, Ipoh. When he was on his way there, I just called to ask if he reached safely. Yes, I was worried but I didn’t realise at that time. He was still on the road and he said of course he would text me when he reached. We continued to text; but not as often when he was around. I understood that he was with family and I didn’t think much of it. But I have to admit that I miss his smses. We just continued to text like mad. He told me things about feelings, past relationships and stuff. I did the same. It just grew from there. From close friends.
Then if not mistaken, we were talking about relationships and what about us. Then it happened. From a joke of he asking if wanna give it a try (something like that - I can’t really remember for certain) but next thing, we started to call each other mushy names and planning our first date for the next weekend. This was just before Christmas 2010. We had lunch together before that and it was funny because our friends saw us before and they thought we were already a couple when in reality, we weren’t. We seriously were just close friends.
The first date was at The Curve. Lunch and movie. Both were very giggly and excited. Thanks B for a great day. For the first time on a date, I wasn’t super-nervous or awkward. I just felt SAFE and relaxed whenever he’s around. I don’t have to ponder on silly matters like whether I look like an idiot in this or that. He’s really talkative so that made it easier because I tend to keep quite sometimes. Overall, he’s my opposite when I’m not in my crazy and bouncy moods. The next date was on a Monday. He was on leave and I took half day. Went to Midvalley for lunch and just spending time together.
A friend of ours, JJ was around the mall so we called him up for drinks. That’s the first time anyone saw us as a couple. As in holding hands, calling each other by nicknames and etc. He even re-introduced me as his girlfriend. JJ was like “yeah, I knew it for weeks” but we were barely 2 weeks or so. The rest is pretty much the same like any other relationships.
The most important for me is he knows what ACTUALLY happened between me and the infamous EX of mine. Not only he knows the usual story; he knows the REAL truth of why I’m so messed up in life due the EX. No one knows the truth except for my immediate family and Aizura. So, I know he’s special because I don’t open myself out for anyone. I’m open to friends but certain parts of me are only meant for my loved ones. And he’s now included in that short list
I pray that everything goes well. We made a promise to each other. To always work on our relationship no matter what happens. I truly trust him and he does the same towards me.
My 2010 ended with a nice gift from GOD. A close friend turned into my boyfriend.
My 2011 began with a friendship grew stronger. It blossomed into a relationship.
We’ll see how it goes. I believe that our friendship is the strong basis for our relationship. That isn’t something we get and able to find too often in life.
I love you, Benny. From your Sha-Sha.
As usual, this blog owner likes to neglect her blog. Until there is something worth blogging about. Now there is something
About a friend who turned into my boyfriend.
I never realised how and when it happened actually. The most important thing is that it did happen. Ben happened
I can only pinpoint that we were and are always close. I mean, I call him up whenever I have issues. He tells me things too. He’s the only guy besides my exes/brothers/father who has ever heard me cry; even if it’s only over the phone. It happened like 2 or 3 months back when he broke up with his then-girlfriend. She had lots of admirers and somehow one of her admirers added me on Facebook. I didn’t know about that when I approved his friend request. This guy started commenting on my wall and sending me DMs. I was surprised when he told me about Ben’s cheating ways but I told him that Ben is a good friend of mine and I refuse to listen to only one side of the story.
When the guy was being funnier than usual, I decided to delete him from my friends’ list. This happened over one weekend.
Next thing I know, a friend of me and Ben’s called. She said that guy posted my details (phone number, where I worked – the building only and my full name). I was shocked. He used my details taken from my Facebook account. I was angry and upset. I immediately called Ben and told him everything. He told me the real story about what happened between him and the ex. I thought it ended there because no one, I mean no insane guys called me after my details were posted online.
That Sunday, I took a nap. Then suddenly, an unknown number kept calling me non-stop. I texted that person asking who but no reply. Then finally I answered. It was the ex’s aunty who called to scold me for no reason. Apparently I somehow managed to ruin the girl’s life. I have no idea what stories were made up about me and the aunty was badly misinformed about the WHOLE situation. She demanded me to tell the truth and all. But I couldn’t because I knew nothing about nothing. Finally I just hang up the phone but the aunty kept on messaging me with threats of my sins in the afterlife. Really, I know how to behave properly ok….I have good parents who taught me well about my religion, good values and good morals.
I called Ben again. Yes, I call him for every major issue. I just realized this fact about 2 days ago.
I was sobbing till I couldn’t breathe. It was that bad. I hate people who point fingers at me. I didn’t even do anything wrong. He calmed me down and he kept saying sorry for putting me into that situation unwillingly. I didn’t blame him for it anyway because he wasn’t the one who said things about me. Then, we texted each other. This is how it REALLY started.
We met each other more during lunch hours. Our offices are within walking distance from each other. So we would have lunch sometimes and other times, I ate with the girls or just by myself. We began to text almost every minute. He asked me out twice over FB. I thought it was just for fun; and I think is was. But we didn’t manage to go out.
The next lunch, he paid. That’s the moment I began to notice something different about him. Yeah, I found him nice when we were still friends. Yeah, I was abit jealous when he had the ex. Yeah; I was pissed when the ex treated him badly. But I thought the feelings were of the friendly nature. I was so wrong…..
That weekend, he was away. Back to his hometown, Ipoh. When he was on his way there, I just called to ask if he reached safely. Yes, I was worried but I didn’t realise at that time. He was still on the road and he said of course he would text me when he reached. We continued to text; but not as often when he was around. I understood that he was with family and I didn’t think much of it. But I have to admit that I miss his smses. We just continued to text like mad. He told me things about feelings, past relationships and stuff. I did the same. It just grew from there. From close friends.
Then if not mistaken, we were talking about relationships and what about us. Then it happened. From a joke of he asking if wanna give it a try (something like that - I can’t really remember for certain) but next thing, we started to call each other mushy names and planning our first date for the next weekend. This was just before Christmas 2010. We had lunch together before that and it was funny because our friends saw us before and they thought we were already a couple when in reality, we weren’t. We seriously were just close friends.
The first date was at The Curve. Lunch and movie. Both were very giggly and excited. Thanks B for a great day. For the first time on a date, I wasn’t super-nervous or awkward. I just felt SAFE and relaxed whenever he’s around. I don’t have to ponder on silly matters like whether I look like an idiot in this or that. He’s really talkative so that made it easier because I tend to keep quite sometimes. Overall, he’s my opposite when I’m not in my crazy and bouncy moods. The next date was on a Monday. He was on leave and I took half day. Went to Midvalley for lunch and just spending time together.
A friend of ours, JJ was around the mall so we called him up for drinks. That’s the first time anyone saw us as a couple. As in holding hands, calling each other by nicknames and etc. He even re-introduced me as his girlfriend. JJ was like “yeah, I knew it for weeks” but we were barely 2 weeks or so. The rest is pretty much the same like any other relationships.
The most important for me is he knows what ACTUALLY happened between me and the infamous EX of mine. Not only he knows the usual story; he knows the REAL truth of why I’m so messed up in life due the EX. No one knows the truth except for my immediate family and Aizura. So, I know he’s special because I don’t open myself out for anyone. I’m open to friends but certain parts of me are only meant for my loved ones. And he’s now included in that short list
I pray that everything goes well. We made a promise to each other. To always work on our relationship no matter what happens. I truly trust him and he does the same towards me.
My 2010 ended with a nice gift from GOD. A close friend turned into my boyfriend.
My 2011 began with a friendship grew stronger. It blossomed into a relationship.
We’ll see how it goes. I believe that our friendship is the strong basis for our relationship. That isn’t something we get and able to find too often in life.
I love you, Benny. From your Sha-Sha.
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