I miss you!

Even though, I spent my weekend with you...I still miss you!

Ok, back to my normal blogging. Life's been good; more highs than lows...


I spent most of my time with K during the weekend. Saturday, went to this car show at Bukit Jalil. Yes, I'm determined to learn and experience new things with him. I can imagine someone laughing hard right now.

I want my car to be like the above...just kidding. I managed to get a tan from spending far-too-long-a-time at the car show.

Noticed the tired look?!? Went home tired after a long day. But it was a good way to spend my Saturday. I was determined not to see him on Sunday. Somehow we decided to hang out anyway. Went shopping....the usual couple-ish stuff. Moral of this entry is never say "i don't want to see you" coz I'm bound to see you anyway...no matter what. *Winks*

I need $$$

That's how broke I am right now. For the first time, my bank account is something not to be proud of. I usually keep at least RM1000 aside in the bank..just in case. The amount now is not ever anywhere closed to that amount.

I'm just waiting for my salary and my cheque. The reason for being broke this month is due to my work expenses for last month ate up half of my salary. Thank god, I can claim it back. But only getting the repayment after the 15th of each month.

Need to save up...need to pay debts..need money...

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I have nothing much to do at work today.

Overslept today. Late for work...as usual.

The reason for blogging right now is to get something off my chest. The same thing that has happened in the past reappeared itself again today. And I feel really bad, sad and miserable. Friends and people who are special to me SHOULD know that I would never think or make decisions based on only one person's side. I'm usually a listener rather than a talker when it comes to problematic situations. So when someone who I loved the most says that I pick sides, it makes me rethink on certain issues like how well we clicked together, or how well we know each other. It instills doubt in my mind...

I don't think I do...well, I stopped picking sides a long time ago. For me, I rather look at the bigger picture rather than harp on a certain thing. I usually listen to all sides, keep my mouth shut, and only open my mouth when I really have something important to say or when I really need to be involve. But usually, I don't want to be involve..I know certain matters in someone's life is their business; private. Of course, I want to know about that stuff but to be directly involved in the situation is not my right. I just want to be there; to listen, talk, console and give a helping hand/kiss/hug when it truly counts.

Blogging from work. Where else could I blog right?!? Work has been ok; not many events for the month of April. But I've learnt that my job requires me to be 24/7 ever-ready to work..no matter what. It sucks but I'm fine. I'm just happy that I get to claim for almost everything during working hours.

My sis hasn't been feeling well nowadays. I'm really worried about her. I'm also worried about mum coz she's worried about sis and me. I haven't been spending time at home lately due to work and hanging out alot. Will try to make it up to her this weekend. Other family members are ok; just Aqif dislikes my bro [due to some silliness on my bro's part]. Other than that....they are all doing fine.

What else to blog about..hmmm....

Oh yeah, went to Kanye West concert at Stadium Merdeka. It was a blast!! Thanks to Mark..who graciously paid for my tix. There were pretty good seats. We went with some of his friends. K didn't go for the concert but we spent enough time waiting around so it was all good. After the concert, K picked me and Mark up for dinner [it should have been supper] at Planet Hollywood..been ages since I've been there. Food was good. Company was great..my best friend and my boyfriend. Dropped Mark off at his house.

The next day, I took MC due to lack of sleep. The rest of the week is quite a blur.

On the personal side, I'm very very very happy. Thanks to him.