Wednesday, July 29, 2009

Happy 25th....

Yesterday was my birthday. 25 years old (young, I mean).

Thank you for the birthday wishes via FB, text and calls. Appreciate it very much. The day was pretty low-key, no one at work knew about it since I’m new there. My family said their usual wishes eary morning. At the stroke of midnight, the smses and calls started pouring it. I however was already sleeping by that time. I never expected anything for this year, so no major disappointments here 

Other than my birthday, work has been good. Learning the ropes. Hoping to be hitting targets..or trying to. Life is back on track, no more migraines (actually getting some due to my flu/fever), room is super-clean and I’m happy. Cheers to the good life….

[edited : 29 July 09 – 4:57pm]

I’ve imported my old blog entries to this blog. Why? I’m not ashamed of my past…..I did nothing wrong.

It was a guy who did me wrong plenty of times. So, putting on a brave face and moving on with my life as normal
To my friends who didn’t know, yes I was indeed engaged for a brief period. I broke it off due to several infidelities
(Simple English: he two-timed me more than once).

But I’m happier now. So cheers everyone

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Friday, July 24, 2009

To Have/To Do List Update

I’ve decided to update my to-do/have list again:

1. Do great in this new position. Still probation….
2. Hit target every month/quarter
3. Get some new working clothes..I think one outfit per month….
4. Get a new phone. Staying true to SE… 
5. Go travel with my girlfriends. I’ve learnt my lesson about this. Long story here.
6. Stable payment to clear of my debts. On-going process here. Wish me luck!
7. Must visit spa again. I miss Sembunyi Spa.
8. Get to know more friends. Why? I really want to push myself to be less shy.

Surprisingly I can only think of 8.
Yes, I have lots of thing to be grateful for. But wait.

9. Ignore stupid people particularly one guy. Must avoid at all cost.
10. Double entry here ===> AVOID HIM

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

100% Melayu ok....

1. Bekas kekasih saya adalah :
# orang-orang yang saya tak nak jumpa

2. Saya sedang mendengar :
# Rihanna's Hatin'on the Club

3. Mungkin saya patut:
# menjadi lebih aktif dalam sukan; berenang seperti dulu...

4. Saya suka :
# berjalan-jalan, melancong dan berjumpa dengan kawan

5.Sahabat-sahabat baik saya :
# semua yang saya selalu ingati walaupun saya tak hubungi mereka tetapi mereka adalah "batu asas" saya selain keluargaku

6.Saya tak paham :
# Kenapa ada lelaki (perempuan) yang suka tipu dan suka main kayu tiga/empat/xxxx!

7.Saya kehilangan :
# masa selama 2 tahun lebih kerana "si dia"

8.Ramai yang berkata :
# saya ini nampak kuat tetapi lembut sebenarnya..ya ke?

9.Makna nama saya :
# tak ada maknanya

10.Cinta itu adalah :
# risiko yang tinggi tetapi indah diambil...

11.Di suatu tempat, seseorang sedang :
# teringatkan saya

12.Saya akan cuba :
# Mengurangkan sikap pemalas dan pemarah

13.Ayat SELAMANYA membawa maksud :
# "saya lebih suka mengetahui benda buruk dari awak, daripada ketahuinya dari orang lain atau saya tahu dengan sendiri"

14.Telefon bimbit saya :
# Nokia biasa aja

15.Bila saya terjaga dari tidur :
# Saya akan baring sambil memikirkan apa nak buat

16.Saya paling meluat apabila :
# Ada orang yang suka menipu

17.Pesta/Parti adalah :
# tempat untuk berkawan dan lepaskan stres

18.Haiwan yang paling comel yang saya pernah temui ialah :
# Kucing saya

19.Peringkat umur yang paling menyeronokkan bagi saya ialah :
# semasa di universiti...peringkat kebebasan!

20.Hari ini :
# saya sakit perut sangat tapi gembira dengan kehidupan saya

21.Malam ini saya akan :
# tengok TV sambil bermain dengan si comel-comel di rumah..my "babies"

22.Esok pula saya akan :
# ke tempat kerja

23.Saya betul-betul inginkan :
# kehidupan yang bahagia dan tanpa stres

24.Ketika anda lihat wajah anda di hadapan cermin pagi ini :
# saya sedang meletak krim muka

25.Pusat membeli-belah atau arked permainan :
# membeli-belah, saya kan perempuan

26.Makanan Barat atau Jepun :
# dua-dua ok

27.Bilik yang terang atau gelap :
# bilik yang gelap untuk tidur.

28.Makanan segera adalah :
# kegemaran saya.

29.Ayat terakhir yang anda katakan pada seseorang?
# tolong jangan hubungi saya lagi....

Sentence of the day

"Each of us wants opportunity, respect, friendship, and understanding." from 1Malaysia website...

...good words...

Being Aware

Aware of what...aware of one's surroundings.

What’s with the sudden awareness? Well, I have an exam this coming august which I need to prepare myself. So studying some infos on Malaysia, its current issue, etc.

Currently reading on the concept of 1Malaysia. Unity and so on amongst Malaysians..its a good plan but how many of us actually go out of our way to speak to people?
I mean not from one’s own race but from another race. I know back in school, I was considered a snob by certain Malay students coz I had others as friends. Why? It won’t kill you to speak English or whatever. I’m glad I was brought up to be what I am today; I’m open-minded to a certain extent, of course.

How’s the day so far? Its good; chit-chat with colleagues, blogging, ym-ing with Zura..life’s good. No complains.

BTW, I’m happier now. I sleep better now too…good riddance once again. Please pray that he doesn’t come back into my life again. I can only take so much…my “cup” is full..without his crap.

Monday, July 20, 2009

ZEE AVI - I Am Me Once More lyrics

No, I really don't think so
That you think I'd be incapable of being on my own
No, I really don't think so
That I would for a second let you back in through my door

I have spent many a nights
Even when you are by my side
I shed tears I couldn't dry
I shed tears I couldn't dry

But I should thank you for
Taking my blindfold off now
I ain't jaded no more, no more
And I take pride in being the one that said goodbye
That could only mean I am me, once more

You would turn your head the other way
So you won't have to listen to what I have to say
You assume that I needed you
But you didn't realize that I needed no one but myself
I needed no one but myself

But I should thank you for
Taking my blindfold off now
I ain't jaded no more, no more
And I take pride in being the one that said goodbye
That could only mean I am me, once more

That could only mean I am me, once more
That could only mean I am me, once more

SHA: Yes, I am me once more.

Starting again

Hello blog, it's been awhile since my last entry.

Why the absence? Needed time to experience life (real life) and I had to really find "me" again. I think I have. I know that I am much stronger now; thank you for being a jerk again and thank you for giving me the chance to get rid of you completely.

Finally, I am with a position at a new place.